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title: how low can i feel
date: Sunday, August 28, 2011
time:10:40 PM
its been so long since i eat like a normal ppl .. LOL

sounds lame .. but i cant deny that i haven been eating properly since i joined this company

bread and biscuit have been my best friend for the past one an a half yr ..
i've been eating that for nearly every breakfast and lunch .. and oso dinner, when i stayed for ot



that is why i will always crave for the 'simplest' normal food when i meetup for a meal with my friends, but they would always not take my suggestion >:/





izzt true that once u have broke up wif someone, even if u patch up wif him, the feeling would be totally different

i dunno why, but it seems to be like this for mi

hes treats mi much better than how he used to before we broke up

but i will always be reminded of the past

to be frank, im realli not happy after the patch

怎么办

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title: 4th day of teaching
date: Friday, August 26, 2011
time:2:23 AM
supposed to meet mao and jon for dinner after work, but brandon and one other fren came to join us

they suggested to go for k after dinner ..

i was abit relunctant, cos tmr still got work .. but den they actually waited for mi from 5 plus to 8 =X

and i oso seldom meet brandon, so i agreed ..

and also cos i need to release myself from work



i've been teaching this 2 new colleagues since monday

before they came in, supervisor told mi we each guide one, but it ended up to be me teaching both

he told me his busy .. but since when did you see that im free

well

who am i to comment on anything



one of them is called isabel and the other one roy

both having veri different problems

but the common thing between them is that they both have no experience in office job

isabel is quite a smart girl, but just that she tend to act smart, which is a veri wrong attitude in the learning process ..

as for roy ahhh .. he does not even have the basic knowledge of computer skill, which made it 10times harder for me to teach

i've been trying hard to struggle for the past 3 days ..

todae is already the 4th dae .. im realli tired

after im done wif one, the other one call for me .. after im done wif the other one, my phone ring .. after i hang up, the other one call again .. i barely have time to touch on my own work





ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ! ZHANGSHUMIN ! IM SURE YOU CAN DO IT !

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title: 21 and 22 aug
date: Tuesday, August 23, 2011
time:12:28 AM
ytd was a total slacking dae for mi =) no work !

but i still woke up early, used to it

which is good ! as i dont like waking up in the afternoon, wasting my beautiful morning slping ..

dere was a post national dae party at our cc so i went down to look for my mum as shes helping out

its realli great to see all the elderly and family coming tgt, singing those national dae songs and waving the flags tgt

seeing tt just make mi 欣慰 =)

and of cos i did sing along as well, as i like those national dae songs a lot ..



work was damn tedious todae, one shot come 2 new colleagues .. so got to teach tgt



=0 its getting lateee .. i better slp now !

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title: hahahehehoho
date: Saturday, August 20, 2011
time:10:25 PM
fell sick ytd ..

but i still went to work, cos its not tt serious ..

but it got worst in office -_-

my caring colleague bought mi medi .. but i did not eat ..

i dun quite like to swallow capsule =X



left office at 630 and i dunno how i survived through the journey home .. lol

reach home .. slp .. bath .. slp

luckily i already recovered 90% when i woke up todae, so i went to work

by right, its my off dae .. but by left, its not .. LOL

somemore still stay until 430

tooo muchhhh worrkkkkk ! =/

next mondae will have 2 new colleagues to help mi out

and next month i will be onwards dere will be some changes in our job scope ..

im sort of happy wif the change actually

i started off wif learning their billing .. 6 months later i started to touch on operation ..

the shipments i handle, although they are not tt urgent, but it still needs to be delvered within timeframe given, and most importantly, the workload is like hell!

ibm and lenovo both under my care ..

but until now i still do everything willingly ..
im willingly to do anything, as the more i do, the more i get to learn ..

next month onwards, the 2 new comers will be taking over my work, and i will be taking over my supervisor's

yes .. a lot more stuffs for mi to learn .. but im oso afraid tt i wont be able to handle those demanding customers, as most of the shipments are damn urgent to them


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title: wooooooooooowwwwww
date: Thursday, August 18, 2011
time:10:15 PM
cant imagine the last time i posted was on 09nov2010 !!

WAHWAHWAH !!

3 more months to 1 yr !!



alright, guess i will be coming here often from now on



theres a lot of things i wanna sae

i just wanna type it out, but not wanting ppl i noe to noe .. lol

fb .. nono .. twitter .. nono ..

so i thought of here .. previously already onli a few ppl knew

and i remembered that i did not tell anyone about this blog after i changed the link

in other words, no one noes about my blog now !! hohoho XD

blah blah blah


work ..

im still surviving after working for 1yr6months at Nippon Express !!

*clap clap clap*


relationship ..

i patched back wif bear for almost i think 6months already

i think .. haha

aint this a joke ? no proper anniversary .. no seasonal celebrations .. NOTHING

我越来越觉得我们根本就不因该patch

当初你的一句 'its better for us to remain as friends'
我们就分了。将近一年后,你说我们还是在一起吧。当时虽然已经对你没了感觉,不过也不懂得拒绝。

所以就..又在一起了。

不过我越来越觉得不开心。越来越后悔当初作的决定。怎么办。



NEVERTHELESSSSSS

im glad that there are still HAPPENING THINGSSS happening in my life =]

ohya ohya

i have to sae this before i forget abt it dae by dae ..

i dreamt of derrick 3 daes ago !!!!!

and most importantly, its a veri veri sweeeeeet dreammm !!

and and .. we tend to forget what we dreamt when we wake up ..

but, im so glad that i rememebered 70% of the dream still when i wake up !! hohoho

it goes like this ..

i saw on derrick's fb photo that he had been to this place frequently ..

and one dae i was wif shuli .. we went to esplanade .. i cant remember we went dere for what .. lol

den i saw this noodle stall that derrick took photo with .. so i was veri delighted

i started looking ard, trying to see if i can bump into him .. and i realli did =]

i found him at dunno which lvl .. he was staying dere ..

we went in to talk to him .. presents all over .. i tried to look for the present i gave him .. but cant find .. lol

hes working, and we agreed to meet for dinner

we went to roam ard awhile waiting for him

i went to this stationery shop to kill time .. when i wanted to leave the shop, i was too excited that i actually held a book in my hand, unknowingly .. LOL

after that i went to this dance lesson wif shuli .. haha

and he came to look for us dere

when we were on the way to the restaurant, i held his arm !!!!!!

i oso dunno why i had the courage to do that .. but his reaction was like bochup and abit like unhappy .. so i let go ..

butbutbut .. he came to hold my hands !!

he didnt care about ppl staring ..

we sat next to each other at the restaurant ..

we behaved like boygirl friend over dere ..

after that we sent him back and we went off .. i cannot rememeber what we said

shortly after .. my alarm rang ..

i was so damn happy for the whole dae ! hehe

talking abt it oso feel so happy .. *smiles*



sis is back !
gtg ~


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