Cant wait for tmr's outing with papamama :))

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年龄越大就越害怕父母离开我

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I've changed, definitely for the better

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Was really down, sad, emo, everything ttm as I can't accept the fact
so i kept my schedule packed ttm to let myself be occupied,
Not having any 'spare time' to think
and even found myself a part-time job during weekend
im quite happy with it as I'm selling things I myself loveeee!
and this 2 days I find myself feeling better
work at jst was progressing quite smoothly
We had our stock take ytd and I was partnered with a salesperson there
we've nv spoken to each other before, I was wondering What kind of person He is, and We began to chat halfway
I get to know that he his education path was very similar to mine, and We are both 24 this yr
Though We went to the same ite, under the same course, same private school, but still not fated to know each other
就算再靠近還是有可能見不到，遇不到，所以能遇到現在所認識的每一個人都是一種緣份

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many words left unsaid
many questions on my head
many things not done

痛苦到了极限
怎么办
fb跟line 的照片都拿掉了
早上看到的时候就好像晴天霹雳
整个人愣住了
难过到了极限
整个人到现在什么心情都没有
心很痛
真的真的很痛

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today is the 4th day of chinese new year
which is also the 4th day that you have ignored me
u really totally disappeared
this is the first time

you said that you did not know what to say
i hope you really understand what im going through
you kept asking me to go over
its really not that i din want to
but i really cant
everyone is stopping me from boarding a plane
i know you are disappointed
i myself was sad too
the worst thing is i have already told everyone that you will be coming
and everyone has been asking me about you for the past few days
which kept reminding me of you

i have tried to distract myself from thinking about you
but i have been looking at the phone every hour
hoping that i will see your reply
but you din replied a single word
not even a word
for the past 3 days

i was totally devastated
我真的很痛苦
我没想到我会这么痛苦
心真的好痛

渐渐的明白我真的要失去你了
我该怎么办
when a Taurus doesnt care, he doesnt love anymore
and he will never turn back

tomorrow is valentine's day
im supposed to be with you
it would be our first time celebrating together
on the day itself somemore


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我不想結束這一切 但是我越想越多 越想越害怕 怎麽辦 如果我不愛你了那該有多好 我就可以直接跟你說我要結束這一切 ........................... 現在雖然作出了要離開你的決定， 還是很難過 超級的難過 好像自討苦吃似的 你有沒不要我 但是 I don't want everything to go back to the square one few months later. 我自己有一些關於未來的想法， 我怕我現在做的任何決定會耽誤到你的未來 所以我還是決定放手 I'm not trying to make you a fool Neither am I a playgirl or a happy-go-lucky girl 我不知道我忘得了你嗎 之後一定會很幸苦

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昨晚失眠了 我想就只有你會讓我只樣 失望 痛苦 難受 我真的不知道該說什麽了 我知道上得很累 你回到家不打來我也了解 但是連休假也一樣？ 連呆在家打給我聊幾分鐘的時間都沒有？ 每次都在騎車是打給我 訊號超差 知到你在爭取能聊的時間 但休假耶 也一樣 我真的累了

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一直開你的留言來看 很想回傳給你 可是回了後又怎樣 下一次收到你的回復不知道是幾個小時後 讓後就是晚上你說要出去或是我等到累了就先去睡 長期下來我覺得很沒意義 就漸漸的不想回你 也是生氣的原因 是因為太在乎 所以才會這樣 所以我應該不那麽在乎？ 這樣我自己才會好過一些？ 我不敢說 說了怕你覺得我無理取鬧 不說 又不知道你會怎麽想

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Changed from iPhone to galaxy note last sat
I'm soo in love with it!!


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